You feel deeply. Ask anyone, and they will tell you that you're too emotional. That it's somehow a bad thing to feel so much. Don't listen, because you know better. While it allows you to love intensely, it also opens the door to deep pain. As you grow older it will manifest itself in ways you never would have expected. You'll learn that others rarely feel for you what you feel for them. You may love with every bit of your worn and tired soul, but at the end of the day it still may be so easy for them to walk away without a second glance. It will never get easier at that moment when you realize they just don't care like you hoped they did. You may be slow to let people into your life, yet once they're in, comfortably nestled - you're fiercely loyal. Maybe that's why it hurts so much when they let you down time after time, and quickly walk away when you show signs of hurt. They may even shout that it's your fault things got too hard. The truth is, they just couldn't love you as deeply as you loved them. But remember, you too can walk away . . . break that wedge and walk away.
//September 2014//
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